Monday, September 6, 2010

a journey to cameroon
















ni adalah beberapa gambar aku ke cameroon highland ngan my friends....










confused.....

saya ada satu isu yg menkompiuskan saya..
nak ke tak nak..
1stly ada org ajak married him...which clearly that i won't do that since im too young for that...pergh kalau nak igtkan balik masa dia mintak tu hanya tuhan je yg tau betapa jatuh nye jantung aku dek kerana terkejut...fuhhh bayangkan parents dia dah sedia je kat umah tok tunggu aku bagi green light..kalau lah parents dia sampai depan muka mak aku..berasaplah my mom since she does not like this kind of things....she prefer me to pursue my study first...hmm but im confiused...nak ke tak nak..clearly x mau sebab i have to to Australia with him if i say yes...nak kata x mau sayang..but then im just cakap yg " i tak leh bagi jawapan sekarang..masa x sesuai..kalau ada jodoh adalah...kalau x da we can just be a friend kan"...i know that he was kecewa..but nak wat camna kan..nasib baik lah parents dia paham.....
last week dia ko-
"hi sayang! how r u"...tanpa salam..mmg kene lec lah kan ngan aku...
hmm basically he is a nice guy, good looking-even kalau girls lalu sbelah dia mesti pandang dia macam nak teleng kepala. very gentle, funny, crazy n clumsy(hehehe i teringat masa u ilang kunci kereta...gelabah sume org kat situ..padahal dalam poket je)...im so miss him a lot..tulah kata org bila dekat bau busuk..bila bau bau wangi plak..kita mencari-cari bau dia..
ada kawan2 dah tau cite aku n dia macam Afzan n yg paling dekat ngan aku...diorg slalu kata mana gambar...sorrylah aku x leh bagi..dia yg x kasi...basically i realy like him as my friend..for further....entahlah....terlalu muda tok aku fikirkan....