bengang....

dah lama dah x update...

ok today topics is bengang...first of all aku bengang tol cuz 18 mac 2011 aku kene marah ngan cik bad sebab kesalahan org lain..bengang sebab aku je lah tempat diorg ni lepaskan geram..eh aku ni apa tempat org pijak2 ker? ke mmg aku ni batang kayu yg x dek perasaan..hmm aku x marah kalau dia nak marah but please r takkan lah kesalahn org lain aku yg kene..hmmm bengang aku ni...tak pernah2 aku nangis kene marah aku nangis ari tu..tapi adalah sorang ni siap leh gelak2 plak tgk aku nangis..bole plak buat lawak mcm x dek benda berlaku..eh hello ko tu dah lah buat aku kene marah..pasal ko lah jl hambur aku dengan kata2 kesat..cam ****!!!! bodoh sombong tol...pastu x abis2 kate dak2 ni x boleh harap padahal mejoriti of the news and arahan ko x bg detail..korg pempaham je r sape kalau korg kenal..aku dah x tahan cuz tahan benda ni dari sem 2 lagi...sampaikan nak ambik attndce tok wanita pun berkira apadahal....pakkal lah ko tu besar..kalau x dah lama dah aku blasah...cam haram konon bagus....yg aku plik org lain nampak dia baik jer...dialah yg paling baik..dialah yg bagus....dialah yg mantap but diorg tak tau sebaliknya...cam hampeh...yg penting bini dlu.....org lain letak tepi...hmmm mcm org lain x dek commitment lain....hmm x sabar dah aku nak letak jawatan..serious ni pengakuan jujur rasa cam nak letak jawatan n dah tak dok lagi kat sini...asyik kene marah pasal org lain...aku ni x dek perasaan ker....aku ni x dek life ker?? kalau aku tau aku amek je tawaran jadi MPP cuz aku rasa benda tu x dek r sampai pening2 kepala n menambahkan dosa aku macam ni....BENGANGGGGGGGG!!!!!

p/s: mana2 yg paham aku cite pasal ape please jgn gatal nak sebarkan n membengangkan aku lagi....

ni gambar afzan n RIez(hmm mmg nak kene nih)

ni plak gambar aku ngan Afzan(my best pal)

tarian n CNY

hmm 2 minggu lepas aku baru tau yg ada latihan menari..hmm mula2 malu nak joint cuz pengendali tu skuad 5..lepas apa yg dah berlaku....huhu minat nyer pasal pg jer r... tapi actually aku saje nak p sebab nanti afzan pun joint sekali..hahha

hmm berlatih nye berlatih, en wadi kata hanya 16 pasangan jer yg dia pilih..hmm aku kene usaha keras..at first aku diletakkan kat first class dancer..and then dapat tau 1 malam tu ada penyingkiran..adusss..dah lah x p latihan cuz ada modul...hmm last2 x terpilih pun...tapi aku kuat kan semangat even malam tu meleleh skit nyer banyak..satu baldi pun x cukup..haha..yg penting semangat n aku suka n bangga bile tgk dak2 skuad aku excited menari..bukan senang nak tgk diorg menari...lagi2 dak2 laki...

1 Feb 2011 time ktrg perform(aku x dalam tu eh..blakang tadbir jer) huhu bangga tgk diorg menari..seronok mcm aku plak yg perform...huhu..ok after tu aku pun balik tok bawak mak aku balik muar esoknya....

2 feb aku bertolak ke muar...aduss penat tapi nasib baik adik aku bawak kete..x dek r penat sangat...hahaha aku leh plak tido dalam kete kan...hmm tapi nasib baik adik aku hebat..haha Thanks Angah!

nak dijadikan cerita Marsya n Nurin dah ada kat muar...apa lagi excited r diorg aku balik..akak kesayangan dia kan...hmm terloncat2 nampak muka aku ni..trus letih aku hilang..adoi rindu btol aku kat budak2 ni..yg paling best sekali part ni

Mak Nom: ' marsya jgn r kacau mak nom..nak cepat ni!'

marsya : 'ada aku kecah'

adoi...nakal tol dak ni..tergolek2 aku gelak..lepas tu mak dia kata

'tu along r tu yg ajar'-hahahaha aku plak yg salah.....

hmm nantilah aku upload gambar..right now cabel x dek plak..

k lah nak p makan mee bandung!!!

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
Bruno Mars Grenade lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/bruno-mars-grenade-lyrics.html

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

Bruno Mars - Grenade [Official Music Video]

29/1/2011

salam..

aku baru lepas balik menari ni..huhu penat gle..kaki dah melecet2 dah dah koyak2..

but menari ttp enjoy....huhu

first nak cite pasal jo..adoiii nak dijadikan cerita..dia ni boleh pulaklah terduduk atas cik Azzah..huhu..pastu leh cakap plak x sengaje..ye r mmg x sengaje aku rasa..gile nak dok atas cik azzah gitu jer..haha...

sekali lagi aku diletakkan dekat belakang..pada awalnya aku ngan en.musbir..lepas tu en.wadi letak aku kat belakang..hmm aku kene improvekan diri ni.. jelez ngan afzan cuz she has a good body n shape..hmm macam aku ni straight jer..hmm ape2 pun aku bangga dengan diri sendiri-macam masuk bakul angkat sendiri jer- hehehe..cuz dari kayu jadi pulau..hahaha

hmm yg best nyer ada riez...hahaha pembakar semangat tuh..ajan x abes2 nak kenekan aku..jelez r tuh..hahaha-hope ajan x bace post ni, kang aku kene bahan plak-

so macam biasa aku x dek cuti n need to work out untuk uitm..aduss bilelah aku dapat rehat...yg penting family dah tau ok r..mak pun macam dah faham....

anyway tadi pagi sempatlah jumpa mak jap..lepaslah rindu dia..banyak betol cite dia nak kongsi ngan aku..macam awkward gak..tapi thanks mom cuz u have a faith in me and sayang I lah ofcourse....hehehe

k lah nak out dah..penat sangat menari.nak tgk movie plak

mulanya tahun 2011

diam tak diam dah dua tahun aku kat UiTM shah alam..banyak yang aku tempoh..but yg aku nak cerita sekarang is that ape yg aku tempuhi semuanya lain2 jenis..lain2 rasa...huhu..hmm yang paling terkesan bila dak2 zooming tak mau p indon..aduss sedey aku..penat jer wat kertas kerja n others thing...hmm kan senang kalau awal2 lg cakap x mau.

25 jan aku terkesan dengan cara diorg treat aku as a friend..hmm yelah aku ni pun bukannya baik sangat...tetiba teringat kat abah...kan senang kalau abah ada..tak dek duit mintak...hmm tears~~~~

menari~ tak sangka sekarang aku sahut cabaran tuk menari..demi suksis dan yang paling penting i want to learn new things....seronok even macam hell latihan dia...

26 jan aku ditugaskan tok pg ke pelancaran opss sikap..ingatkan kene wat road block..rupanya pelancaran jer...there is on part masa aku makan ngan staff PLUS..diorg mmg friendly and im not being awkward duduk ngan diorg..but pengajaran disitu is that my eglish is so bad..aduss malu gak aku bile dia tanya pasal SUKSIS in English and im answering mostly in malay..hehehe

lepas ni kene tingkatkan lah english to ofcourse...

by the way 1 feb ni aku kene perform tarian kat padang kawad UiTM for LTDL..but itu pun kalau terpilih lah kan..hmmm so wish me luck k